Tavaresestes's Blog

Man this BlackMan post is something crazy. we have built something that has grown to something that i couldn’t imagine. I went into this thing thinking that it was just a joke and that i am just doing it for fun, but now it is something big. The only thing that i can do is thank God for the blessings that i have received from this show. I also wanted to thank the people who helped me with the show like my manager Asia Mays. she helped me out a lot with bringing this thing into what it has become, i got the fan page and it really made the show fly into existence. i just hope that fans of the show keep loving it, and it can get bigger i hope..lol but they will and God got my back. B.M.P WE ALL WE GOT!!!!!

Man i guess im just a real good video guy, the camera loves me. But i give all my thanks to God, with out him i couldn’t be no where. so i just try to be level headed, and stay focused. I love my show and i love the fans of the show, they keep it very interesting. I didn’t make the show they did, and i enjoy answering their questions and keeping them entertained. I really enjoy sharing my words of inspiration to them. God is a real big influence in my life so i try to reach them with it. I want to spread the word of God in a Hip way that can make people want to learn about God, and make people have more faith in him. It’s Good to have the mustard seed faith but i need the biggest faith of all.  B.M.P is what i love and i enjoy doing and i hope that God continues to keep it up for me.

B.M.P we all we Got!!!!!

Well it seems like the time has come for the chi-town craziness to begin the first smell of warm whether brought 40 people shot within two days. It feels like Iraq in my own city. I just can’t imagine how this summer is gonna be we are going to have problems up the gut with violence, and the police are not playing anymore. The disregard for life is mad crazy right now. Im afraid just to chill and sit outside because of all this crazy drama going on. I pray for my friends everyday as they walk through these streets, and i pray a lot. I pray that i stay safe too as i look for these jobs out here, i just don’t want to end up in the hospital, or on a news story fighting for my life. I guess that is the risk that i am going to have to take but life in chicago is crazy and we as young people are going to have to stand up and do something about it. Lets get to work in fixing our communities or else we will all be in shambles trying to pick up the pieces.

I am just going to rant and rave about these stuck up rich folks that go to my school. I am not hating on the success of another family, or person, but when you think you are so full of yourself it is crazy. so high nosed that they can smell the bids when they poop. it tickles me to see these people walk around like they are higher then the people that they hang out with. It is some people who are in postions that are based on if your a people person or not. Then you look up and you only see them with “Their ” Certain group. I think that people who are Blessed..REPEAT BLESSED need to understand that God is the reason you have money to do the things you want to do he gave you that luxury. Now if you don’t acknowledge him and the fact that he blesses you and your family on a daily, God can easily take it away from you. I am very thankful for the things that i have and for the things that i am going to get, it is all about reverence show it to God and everything will be ok. God is love, and love is God.

B.M.P we all we Got!!!!

Man i feel like i can’t even do anything right. have you ever tried to do the right things but all the time the bad things always happen to you. My welcoming home was just so bitter, it hurts to know that you not wanted in your own mothers crib(House). but i mean i guess i have to just buck up and go about my buisness and just pray for those who would treat their seeds that way. I guess the light has shined downed on me